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something isn't right I can feel it again

this isn't the first time you left me waiting

Name:
the darkness of my past
Birthdate:
25 May
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Can I ask you something?
Please tell me the truth.
Am I really not fat?
Am I still cute?
I know you answer this everyday.
But please
For me?
My shirts don’t fit.
My pants are too tight.
My nose is too big.
My eyes are too small.
What’s wrong with me?
How can someone look like this?
I just want to hide in a paper bag.
I know looks aren’t what counts, but they are nice, right?
I know you’ll love me anyway.
But please look at me.



This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone

And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you
Feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the
Things I said to you

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to

This is my December
These are my snow covered dreams
This is me pretending
This is all I need

And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the things
I said to you

And I give it all away
Just to have
Somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to
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